When I like someone ....

I feel like there is something wrong with me ... when every year my uncle, mom's friends etc ask me whether or not I have a boyfriend. lol. For some reason, people have this misconception that I should or that I do? .. something about I look like the type boys would chase after? Anyway, enlightened by what happened last night I've come to realize if you can't be happy with yourself how can you make someone else happy? It is just awfully unfair to have the other person bear witness and deal with your own issues. I never said I don't need a guy. I do, but maybe not at the moment. Let me chase after what I'm passionate about first. Let me become stronger inside. I need to build a strong foundation for myself before I can truly let anyone in. Yes, I do once in awhile crave that need to be loved but somehow, when i'm in it. It consumes me entirely and it sways me off my path. So at the moment, I'm just trying to do what is best for me in the future.