My 1st blog

1st thought: This website is so much better than livejournal, wordpress & xanga =P I never know how to post/publish the way I want too on those websites. Anyway, I decided to get on blogspot as a good way to share my thoughts, rants & some of my daily life to anyone that just happens to find their way here.

2nd thought: Today is father's day ... I didn't get him anything well I wanted too but I didn't & my mom says to me "How come you didn't get him anything?" I said, "Well b/c whenever I buy anything you always say 'stop wasting your money' Mom says, "Well you could at least get him a card" (Thinking in my head: Yes I could but he never keeps my card & always throws it out) I feel really embarassed to write anything cheesy in the card. I just end up signing my name. I never write "I love you or you're an awesome dad" I've always had a hard time confessing such thoughts to him. I truly love him in my heart but I can't really say it. I guess its the thought that counts. I disappointed him today didn't I?

3rd thoughts: My current sleep cycle is very messed up. I'll wake up before lunch time to eat & then go back to bed. I won't be awake until 4PM.

4th thoughts: I'm lovin' the track Toy by 문희준. It's a bit rock-ish & I love it! When I like a song I can repeat it over & over again. I can listen to it 24/7 for weeks & I literally mean it. haha. Watching love related MV's such as this one, always makes you reflect on your own personal life. It was a truly heartwrenching MV w/ powerful love lyrics. I just hope I'll never be lost in love.

Current Obsession: Taec Yeon from 2PM ♥